The sharing of oneSA国际影视传媒檚 life experiences can be difficult for those who have suffered hardships and difficulties. For M茅tis author Bonita Nowell, when her mother Angie Mercredi - Crerar eventually revealed her history about attending residential school and the loss of her own mother, it was therefore received as a precious gift.

It also became a gift that Nowell wanted to honour by sharing it with others, and with the recent publishing of that story in her book My MotherSA国际影视传媒檚 Legacy, Nowell says she hopes anyone who reads about her mother becomes inspired about the resiliency of the human spirit.

SA国际影视传媒淪he had the most wonderful childhood. She was loved and she lived off the land with her family and it was a peaceful, gentle way of life,SA国际影视传媒� Nowell said of her motherSA国际影视传媒檚 early childhood.

That changed, however, when her mother fell ill and her and her siblings were forced to attend St. JosephSA国际影视传媒檚 residential school in Fort Resolution, a part of her life she did not feel comfortable sharing until 2015, Nowell said.

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Discovering her heritage

Having developed an interest in genealogy after reading the Alex Haley book Roots in the 1970s, Nowell began the journey of tracing her family tree and her lineage, which eventually led back to Francois Beaulieu SA国际影视传媒� SA国际影视传媒淟e PatriarcheSA国际影视传媒� SA国际影视传媒� her direct descendent and a founding father of the M茅tis of the Northwest Territories. After moving from Alberta back to her birthplace of Yellowknife in the 1980s, Nowell then went on to research her close family to fill in the gaps of information she was seeking.

For most of her life, Nowell said she did not know about her motherSA国际影视传媒檚 experience at St. JosephSA国际影视传媒檚 SA国际影视传媒� a school where 75 young students did not return to their homes.

SA国际影视传媒淚t was not acceptable discussion material and so that part was heartbreaking. As I did further research and the Truth and Reconciliation Commission did further research, I learned more and understood more and I think I became a better person,SA国际影视传媒� she said of the process of research and discovery.

In writing her motherSA国际影视传媒檚 story, Nowell said she decided to intertwine the facts of her motherSA国际影视传媒檚 life at times with a fictional narrative to help readers gain a deep understanding of her experiences. She also used her Indigenous voice to help achieve that and also interspersed the story with words from the Michif language SA国际影视传媒� her motherSA国际影视传媒檚 M茅tis language that she was forbidden to speak in residential school.

SA国际影视传媒淥ne thing I recognized was that the context was missing, so I am providing greater context about my motherSA国际影视传媒檚 early childhood in the North and things my mother was involved with, and all the wonderful humans that ISA国际影视传媒檝e met along the way who have contributed to me being able to share this story more creatively, and more humanely, and more comforting,SA国际影视传媒� Nowell said.

SA国际影视传媒淭here are chapters in my book that I literally cried my way through.SA国际影视传媒�

SA国际影视传媒淚 hope the words that I have selected very, very carefully, touch my readers. It allows me to talk from my heart SA国际影视传媒� more colourfully, more holistically.SA国际影视传媒�

Leading by example

In the introduction of her book, Nowell describes her mother, a renowned M茅tis elder, as one who has spent her lifetime helping M茅tis women reclaim their traditional matriarchal and matrilineal roles in Grande Prairie, Alberta, the place she calls home.

SA国际影视传媒淪he has used her gifts of quiet strength and speaking from her heart to guide others on a path of reconciliation in order to achieve this vision with many, many other Indigenous and non-Indigenous people in Canada.SA国际影视传媒�

For Nowell, authoring the book provided her not only with knowledge about her M茅tis heritage, but the discovery of a SA国际影视传媒渟trong emotional legacySA国际影视传媒� that served as a protective shield for her mother as a child.

She hopes there is something for everyone who reads her story and SA国际影视传媒淎nyone who wants greater understanding and who wants to be embraced by it SA国际影视传媒� perhaps a different approach to presenting a residential school story.SA国际影视传媒�

Nowell said she had both her motherSA国际影视传媒檚 blessing and support while writing the book.

SA国际影视传媒淚 wanted to give her something back I felt she lost.SA国际影视传媒�

Her mother told her she had succeeded in doing so.

SA国际影视传媒淚 use the word gift throughout my book. I use the word for a reason. We all have gifts. And the more we use them and share them, what a much better world we would be in.SA国际影视传媒�