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Northern Wildflower: The inner-child and the puppeteer

Lately, ISA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ve been reacquainting myself with my inner child.
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Lately, ISA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ve been reacquainting myself with my inner child.

ISA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ve named her lilSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ Cathy and sheSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s about five years old. For a little girl, she is fierce and is known to stomp her foot and throw tantrums when sheSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s afraid or feeling like sheSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s being neglected by loved ones.

ItSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s important that I listen to lilSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ Cathy and let her know that sheSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s OK, that sheSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s safe, because when I was young I had no say over my life, no control and this caused me to have unresolved trauma, which can often be a trigger for me in my daily life.

LilSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ Cathy wants to feel secure and is afraid to let go of control for fear she might be hurt, but lilSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ Cathy is not quite up to date on the reality of where I am in life so ISA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™m really working on letting her know its OK to let go and trust that I am capable of making wise decisions in my relationships. LilSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ Cathy is quick to react in defence if she feels slighted, and so ISA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™m trying to understand where sheSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s coming from but also not allowing her in the driverSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s seat of my own life anymore, because really who wants a five-year-old at the wheel? SheSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s crashed a few times and forced me to do damage control in my close relationships.

LilSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ Cathy just wants to be loved and assured that sheSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s safe and respected, and so I make sure to provide a safe space for her and buy her fresh babies breath flowers every once and awhile so she knows I havenSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™t forgotten about her. Some call this self-care. ItSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s important to connect with our inner child and sit and listen to what they have to say because we all have one. We all were once children ourselves and maybe we were hurt and scared and no one helped us and we carry the pain of those moments with us into our adulthood, whether we know it or not.

The element of imagination and playfulness that children have tends to get lost as we become adults, but I donSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™t think I ever really grew out of that side of myself. I am always daydreaming new possibilities and donSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™t fill my time with indulging in too much television, nor do I drink or do drugs. I would much rather create something than sit around and do nothing, which is why ISA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ve recently partnered with Tim Gosley to co-produce a puppet play.

This image represents a backdrop that will be used for my puppet show, which will speak of the devastation of the Giant mine but also of the wider problems of industrial contamination, environmental racism and injustices for the pursuit of wealth. Image courtesy of Katlia Lafferty
This image represents a backdrop that will be used for my puppet show, which will speak of the devastation of the Giant mine but also of the wider problems of industrial contamination, environmental racism and injustices for the pursuit of wealth. Image courtesy of Katlia Lafferty

I thought my days of puppeteering were few and far between after the play that I put on in Somba KSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™e Park a few years ago on Indigenous Peoples Day, but it looks like my play SA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½˜Golden RockSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ will be headed to the stage in the form of shadow theatre. I am so excited to have the legendary Tim Gosley on board. He is well known for his work on the show SA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½˜Fraggle RockSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ (my favourite childhood show growing up, yes ISA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™m an SA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™80s baby) and he won a Gemini Award for best childrenSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s entertainer. He also worked on the set of Sesame Street and the feature film Big Bird Movie.

I am a huge fan SA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½” to me he is legendary. I will learn from Tim during the next few months how to bring the characters to life on stage at the Langham Court Theatre. The play speaks of the devastation of the Giant mine but also of the wider problems of industrial contamination, environmental racism and injustices for the pursuit of wealth, all while making sure it is age appropriate so that children can learn why a sustainable future is important, not only for ourselves but for our future generations.

ISA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™m hoping one day the puppet show will make it to the stage up North. ISA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™m sure lilSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™ Cathy would be proud of big Cathy and how far sheSA¹ú¼ÊÓ°ÊÓ´«Ã½™s come.





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